Monday, July 6, 2009

Take it in and Hold Your Breath.....



Hello and welcome.

They say home is where the heart is- well I discovered that some of my heart remains here.
This land has been in my maternal grandfather's family for, well back to my great-great grandfather's time.
In fact, this house sat at the back of the acres that I spent an amazing day exploring. My grandfather is one of the lads on the front porch of this house, which sat above the creek and the family mill. HIS grandfather is the oldest man in the black suit and hat. His father is somewhere in the porch shadows. Not sure if the house was crooked or the photographer was drunk, but a very cool picture indeed. Zooming in when I scanned it at high resolution affords many heart warming details of the life they lived.

The land remains with a very special couple who have made the place a country paradise.
I call her Aunt Mary George. Technically, she is not my aunt. But in the South, does that matter? She is a cousin to my grandfather, I believe, but they all grew up together and family is family.
Her mother had a small home there that looked like this: The original part of the home is the small square home with porch area.
Mary and C took the home, remodeled it and added on lots of space to make it their own once the retired from a career of moving and working around the states. Returning to home and their roots, they now spend they days loving life and the country land they are blessed to occupy.I visit Mary almost every time I come home. Run in, sit down, chit-chat, run out.
I decided that this day, I would enjoy, listen, walk,- BREATHE.
I spent hours walking, just me and my camera.

And the whispers of the past, the fresh country air and the present all spoke to me.

I remember my childhood- barefooted, riding in the back of a truck in a lawn chair.
Riding my motorcycle on the 48 acres of my great grand parents.
Leaving in the morning and having to be called in at nightfall.
Ponies, rabbits, chickens, dogs, cats- watermelon planted at the back fence, rows of crepe myrtles Papaw planted.
Then I think back to the life before my time- the life that whispered to me from this beautiful place.
We all have a life- and each day we write the story of it -as soon as we stick our head out into the sun from our hiding places and face the day.

Sometimes, we get so trapped in our lives. We are so busy with our meetings and sports and blogs and facebooks and blackberries.....that we forget to "take it in and hold our breath"....
We get so busy worrying about the future that we do not stop to enjoy the present, nor reflect on the past.

What we don't realize is that our story comes from the past, unfolds in the present and shapes our future.
Our values, our hopes, our dreams- our lives- they are our souls.
And our souls are connected to souls of the past, present and future~ and to each other.

So as we look ahead to the road of life-
pray thankfully wait patiently reflect thoughtfully respond whole-heartedly love unconditionally laugh contagiously live purposefully learn continually
And make sure, as you write your story,
your ending is the HAPPY one
your soul had been looking for.

Next time: Southern Plantation Charm and a little home town history with old friends.( And of course more hundreds of photos!)

Thursday, July 2, 2009

The Journey


Like the moon is an imperceptible force

Drawing the tides to and fro

Creating harmony in the world

My soul is drawn

Constantly

Steadily

To the shore

Driven by the orbit of You

Searching for balance

Like the wanderer searching for Home

A heart is traveling to an unknown destination

Which, when found, Becomes clearly the

Arrival it was looking for.


Many unknowns exist in the heavens, which are driving the tides

And many paths are crossed by the wanderer, which He does not choose

But all things come together

At a given time

And place

Creating harmony in the universe

Balance in the world

A peaceful, complete destination that was ordained

Forseen somehow-

to be from the Journey’s Beginning--

Controlled by something imperceptible

But constantly working...

For Perfection.

~cj

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

My Baby Girl's Summertime Photos....

My camera had been in the shop for 4 horrible weeks! I got it back yesterday, so in it's honor, I gave Baby Girl a manicure, pedicure and we hit Old Town Helena for some fun around sundown.
That is such a great place for pictures!
If you wanna do some summertime fun with your kiddos, email me and we can meet- Old town, Sunset-- Pefrect!

















Sunday, June 21, 2009

Speak to us on Children- from a favorite book of mine

Speak to Us of Children:

Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you, And though they are with you they belong not to you.

You may give them your love, but not your thoughts,
for they have their own thoughts.
You my house their bodies, but not their souls.
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite, and He bends you with His migh that HIS arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness.
For even as he loves the arrow that flies, so He loves the bow that is stable.

~Kahil Gibran, The Prophet

Saturday, June 20, 2009

TShirt Drawers Cleaning



(((First of all-----Hello Blogging World. My mind his not been here- I have had a writer's block of sorts- my life has been a whirlwind and my blog, well, has had to be on hold for a bit.
I am trying to get my head on straight- and my words back to flowing.)))

T- Shirt Confessions:

I have had some recent surgery with a long recovery period- so I have been sitting- reading.....listening to music.
I do not watch TV- so I have been trying to stay busy. Up until today- I have been content to rest and do nothing much but keep facebook and twitter busy.
Today, I felt good enough to do something....
I have not been in charge of laundry for several weeks. I know, tragedy!!!!
But I CAN'T seem to find anything.
I decided that my dresser drawers needed reorganizing.
I say reorganizing because I have a hard time throwing shirts away.
So I had dumped all the drawers on the bed- which seemed like a good idea at the time.
And I SORTED.
Pile 1- Tank tops
Pile 2- Hooters Shirts
Pile 3- Hard Rock Cage T-shirts
Pile 4- Other favorite t-shirts
Pile 5- Auburn shirts

I tired rather quickly and was left with a huge mess- but did discover some interesting things:

--Hooters shirts from 12 different locations, from Westminster,Colorado to Pelham, Alabama
((the oldest one being a white tank from Birmingham- I got it 11 years ago as present when I was pregnant with Little Man and attending the sonogram when I found out HE was a HE that would like hooters, I guess.))
--8 Hard Rock Cafe t-shirts: 2 from my FAVORITE location- the Grand Cayman Islands= I even have a pair of shorts from there too.
Others include a 12 year old Cancun one, several from New Orleans, Chicago, NYC and even a gift one from Athens, Greece- (I know, I didn't get to go YET!!!) I have a short and t-shirt set from the largest HRC- in Orlando that I loved to visit when we lived in Tampa.

And, I found this: Size EXTRA LARGE Rod Stewart t-shirt from 1999
I was 7 months HUGE pregnant with little man- I had black and white striped leggings that I wore so I bought this specific t-shirt to match. And 3 of me could fit in it now!!! But I have not had the heart to ever throw it away. Nor did I today, either. The music was so loud and he kicked the fire out of me the entire show!



Next up:We had a pizza and wing restaurant before we had children- and I have 2 of the t-shirts! I also have the video commercial that I posted way back in the beginning of my blogging that you can see HERE. Call that number and see who answers. Order a Dillinger or Capone pizza and some Fire wings.

Taking the prize of what may be the oldest t-shirt in the drawer:
We went to Maui for a week in 1995. We took a helicopter day tour of the island and I still have the t-shirt. It was so beautiful and I WILL go back there one day. And get another t-shirt from another helicopter ride.
I have a thing about getting t-shirts everywhere I go. Call it one of the many OCD tendencies I have.....but one thing for sure, I always have plenty of comfy tees and some great memories to go along with them.